The Challenges of Presence
by Allison Bown Awareness is always our starting placeβawareness that we are in a grace space and also the awareness of who God will be for us and how He is with us. During our busy holiday season, it helps to have that extra assurance of Jesus as Immanuel, βGod with us.β
But sometimes our expectation of His presence is different than how He shows up. Our minds know He is with us, but we might not feel we are experiencing itβthough shame often prevents us from saying it out loud. But Jesus knows we desire His closeness because He gave us that desire!
Most of us have a sincere desire to experience the presence of God, but we may also have an expectation of what that will look like that may or may not be accurate.
Remember that struggle is always a signpost. So if thereβs a struggle around your experience of the presence of God in a grace space, simply recognize it and give yourself grace. Become curious and exchange a βwhyβ question for a βwhoβ and βhowβ question:
Father, Jesus and Holy Spirit, who do You want to be for me today? How do You want to walk with me?
Since weβre on an ever-upward journey (Philippians 3:14), every higher place requires a greater awareness that God is with us in this differentlandscape. Heβs waiting with a new experience of who He is as Immanuel, βGod with us,β even in the holiday hustle and bustle.
When it comes to His presence, always remember: Itβs not about accomplishment. Itβs about companionship.
Excerpt from βThe Compass of Presenceβ in Allisonβs new book, Grace Spaces. Coming in January!
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